Waiting

{eyes all squinty-like}

Details:

Sarai:

Cardigan: thrifted

Shirt-F21

Skirt-Sydney

Tights-Icing

Pumps: F21

Hat-Icing

Nancy:

Dress-HM

Coat-F21

Tights-Icing

Shoes-F21

I'm waiting for some many things at the moment. I'm waiting for school to stop being so stressful, I'm waiting to sometime get promoted. I'm waiting for inspiration to hit. I'm waiting for Valentine's day! (this is the explanation I give for so much pink and red. It's my ritual) I'm waiting for a boy to be exactly what I need. I'm waiting for Joseph Gordon Levitt to decide he wants to marry a peasant. And I'm waiting for all the crazy feelings I have to just dissipate and make me feel more normal and cheerful. But the thing is, I can't just wait for those things, you know? I need to force them to happen. I can't wait for things to just  magically be better. I'm the master of my own life, the captain of my ship, the pilot of this freaking plane crash.

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I'm glad I've been feeling more artsy lately. It's my soul, and I need to stop putting it aside for other, just as important things.

Be brave, draw a picture and show it to people,

Sarai

PS:

Sentimental Heart

On Nancy:

Shirt-thrifted

Jacket-F21?

Shoes-Urban Outfitters? (I really don't know)

On Sarai:

Jacket-American Eagle

Pants-F21

Shirt-F21

Shoes-converse

Sunglasses-F21

Hat-Icing

Today was a Saturday that was altogether confusing. We woke up and cleaned the entire apartment, and then decided that we needed to find people to do things with. And no one wanted to do anything.  Which was very much bothersome. So instead of going out and having a jolly good time, we just decided to homebodies instead. This included watching multiple episodes of community, going for a walk, and me having a ridiculous art moment where I epiphanied myself into working on something for once.  I sometimes get so caught up in school, and work, and I forgot why I really exist. Which is to create. That's my passion. The form of art is less important; the creation is the most important thing. So I put music on and suddenly it came to me what to do. I'm a sentimental girl. As in, don't mess with the tiny moments. I will kill for those. So I created. And I'm actually really happy with the finished project...

Be brave, and channel what you're feeling, even if it's scary, and create something beautiful,
Sarai

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