When You Need Something

I borrowed Diana's DSLR for these, so it was kinda fun...

Anyway, this last week I went to Salt Lake to see the temple, which for those of you who don't know is a very important place for us Mormons. It was such a wonderful trip-we got to see the lights, and the Christus, and the nativity. Also, I ate at this lovely little place called "the blue lemon" with Linda and Kenny. It was so uplifting and lovely. I couldn't believe how wonderful it made me feel.

But in other news, I can finally say this out loud. I'm in love. I even told him. I was terrified, but I realized it was okay, because even if he's not ready to say it, it still felt right. And I have a feeling it'll happen one of these days, really soon. So I'm not as nervous as I was. Falling in love, is not something I take lightly, but sometimes it just needs to be said. Also, we'd had a fight, over something that was most certainly my fault, and I was genuinely scared that things would end over it. But they didn't, which I am insanely grateful for.

Also, I'm grateful for Nancy. Literally, any time I need something, I am allowed to call her and lay it all out on the table, and have a meltdown, despite the fact that it's one in the morning. It's okay. It's fine. She reassures me like no one else in this world can, and when I called her after boyfriend and I fought, it was the thing I needed  more than anything else. If you have a best friend, you know how I feel. I can't wait until she comes to BYU and we live together. Perfection

Love, Sarai

PS: boyfriend and I want to sing this for something, like my ward's talent show.

Fail

I have no pictures. Sorry. I left my laptop at home and I haven't taken any pictures except for tonight of my cousin and her fiance to capture their last moments together before they're a married couple tomorrow :) Actually I was just bored/super happy and Whit was on the computer and Devon was opening cards. 

Thanksgiving was wonderful and so nice as the "rehearsal dinner" so our family didn't have to do anything. Whaat? It was a different experience though not having the smell of thanksgiving dinner in the house and everyone rushing around eachother in the kitchen that's too small for 6 people to try and be cooking in there all at once but we make it work somehow. 

Well tomorrow is the big day and I probably should sleep cause i'm directing the traffic tomorrow and doing all of the last minute preparations while they're up in Canada at the temple for the actual ceremony. (I was dumb and forgot my passport at home. But this way there's a lot less of running around after we get back from the temple).

~Nancy