Could It Be?

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Hat-Icing

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Turquoise Ring-Icing

Goldfish Ring-Icing

Bird Nest Ring-Icing

Bunnies-KSL

I know it's a complete photo overload. Just bear with me on this...

As I've said before, I hate waiting. I hate not knowing. And right now I'm in a bit of a bind. I don't want to be pathetic, and throw myself out there, becoming an open target, opening myself to the potential humiliation, and the almost certain heartache. Yet I also don't want to be done. I don't want to be the one waiting, the one who sits by the phone, hoping that this time, this one time, I was right about someone. That's not a very fun person to be. So all I want to know, is could it be done? Could this be it?

I'm so dramatic, it's almost painful even for me to read what I just wrote...

Welp, anyway, please enjoy the beautiful bunnies that are so perfectly a part of my life right now. I think all I need is Diana, Pompeii, Iroh, and Grey's Anatomy. And Nancy. The end.

Love, Sarai

PS:

Somewhere Only We Know

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Do you ever have profound moments with someone? I love those moments. When you're making a decision, or you're saying something important, or you're just simply being with each other. Those are my favorite moments. Those are the dots that connect all the little moments to the big moments, and make us all big confusing maps. I'm rambling now. But what I'm trying to say, is that I had one of those profound moments last night, with someone intriguing. And the song "Somewhere Only We Know" was playing. It hit me like a ton of bricks: sometimes the familiar seems more appealing, because it's simple. It's something we know, something we can analyze, something we can hold and feel simply by the muscle memory of it all. But sometimes, the nostalgia isn't the most important part of our lives, and we need to realize that new and exciting is as wonderful as it sounds. I miss a lot of things. And that's scary. But, upon my happenstances last night, I realized that there are new things for me to learn, new things to grow in, and new things to love. So it's alright to let them change, and it's alright to trust new people, and to let my guard down a little. Or maybe a lot. Anyway, now I'm done being obnoxious, and talking about my ridiculous life. 

The end...

Also, here's a picture of me falling while Sydney tried to take my picture. ENJOY.

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Socialization

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Pearl top-thrifted

skirt-f21

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I wish I was a supremely social creature. But unfortunately, I'm not. I think I used to be, but then I started dating Dane, and I just stopped being a little flirt. I don't even love being social honestly, but I figure it's the right thing to do, despite my misgivings...

Some things I'm loving lately:

this quote: All life is just a progression toward, and then a recession from, one phrase--"I love you" F Scott Fitzgerald

My peach skirt

My high heels

Julian Casablancas

Letters from Dane

waking up to texts that say "sweet girl"

hugs

tea parties

Love, Sarai

Pencil Dreams

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Top-Borrowed from Diana

Jeans-Thrifted

Socks-Forever 21

Boots-Papaya

Sunglasses-Forever 21

Watch-Armitron

turquoise ring-Claire's

Goldfish ring-Icing

I want to be a filmmaker

I want to be an innkeeper

I want to be a wedding planner

I want to be a mother

(the most)

I want to be a fashion designer

I want to be a writer

I've realized in the last few days that I may or may not know what I want to do with my life. Sometimes I think being a filmmaker is the only thing I could ever want to do

But sometimes, I want to be a wedding planner. To create the wonderful memories that people cherish forever.

On the other hand, Nancy and I have this pipe dream of opening an inn.

And I always want to draw clothes that I want to make. So I start to think maybe that's the real direction my life should take.

I love writing though. I write disconnected sentences that convince me I'm a real writer...

But in the end, I suppose the thing I want most is to have a baby...

Love, Sarai

Reflections

I had myself a nice little sit by the duck pond today. I just had things to think about, and it was really nice to have a place to just relax and not think about everything else in the world. It was, in a word, "tranquil". 

Everyone should find a place like this, because chances are you have a lot on your mind.

Love, Sarai

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Well Traveled

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Necklace: Icing

Ring-icing

Ring-Claire's

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Earrings-Icing

Bag-Icing

It's the first day of school, and I loved every second of it. I forgot how great school was, and I forgot how much fun campus is when people are actually all over the place. I love it when it's empty and solitary, but I also love when it's buzzing. Of course, the heat made me want to die... I'm just not a fan of heat. I'm diggin the random rainfalls that we've had, but I hate that they don't last very long. It makes me a real sad :(

Love, Sarai

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Time Keeper

Details: Earrings-Icing

Necklace-Icing

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Watch-Armitron

Goldfish Ring-Icing

Turquoise Ring-Claire's

Stilettos-Ross

I know it's been approximately five years since I've posted anything even remotely related to fashion...

I'm back though! I'm going to make a goal to post frequently, as opposed to never... 

So life lately-wow. Things have changed so much for me. I don't want to spill beans about my life quite yet, just because it's a lot of new, and I don't want to completely throw out the old. But I'm in a new apartment, with a new roommate, and a new ward, and new shoes, and all sorts of newness. I'll take a picture sometime soon, and you can bask in the ghetto. It's quite fun though. I've gotten to see a lot of old friends lately, and it's been heaven to me. like my english friend Sam, and Diana, the roommate, and Brittni, the Georgia peach. But of course, there are new friends too. Such as Sydney, who isn't new exactly, but I don't think I've ever mentioned her on here. And there's my new little redhead friend in my ward, who I met today but already adore. And then there's Tanner. He's a darling. You'll hear a lot about him, I'm sure.

Love, Sarai